GUNUNG JERAI

Enjoying my holidays with my secondary best friends at Gunung Jerai on 18th and 19th of December..
The environment there are very nice and we really very relax ourself there. There are few of the nice picture that I have take from there..

This is the photo of Wei Lok and me =)

This is the photo of Zi feng and me =)

I like it =)

Yeah, hope to go there again....

Cherish Our Life

There are a square in our life. There wont be any complete square in our life but there will be a lot of complicated square in our life. Someone will say that those complicated square appear in our life is to make our life more meaningful but most of the people will not think so..they will say that those complicated square are been created for us to change it and make our own life more happiness then sadness. 

Just like my friends always told me, there are thousand of reason which let us sad but there will be more then a million reason that can let us to happy. All is just depend on how we think, what we do, which we choose and when we start. We can do anything that we want to do or we don't want to do, just depend on whether dare or not ?

There will be nothing in this world is end with no solution, not matter how hard or how worst the thing is, there are sure will be a solution to be end with it. Cherish our life, our life started with the most hard part by our mum in her life,don't let it just end with a BYE word but must end it with a BEST word not only for you but for our mum too .

Everything can go in any second in our life, Cherish every moment with everyone in your life. Do remember that this world is damn big, we are very lucky to meet with everyone in your life now because that is hard to meet in this big world. 

选择了相信，就得更加的坚强。

很快的，两个月就过去了。
时间真的过的好快哦。如果时间是可以控制的，那该多好=）
考试又要到了，又是很忙很忙的时候咯。。真希望考试可以快快的过。不过有时又会觉得不要过得那么快。因为我知道只要考完试，我就会好舍不得某某人了。呵呵。。
不管怎么样，我还是不去想那么远。好好珍惜现在的每一分每一秒。=）
现在的我已和以前的我有点点的改变咯。。不知道是我的想法让我改变还是她的改变而让我改变。不过这都不重要啦。。最重要的是现在能做的，我都想用心 的去做。
因为我不知道下一秒的我会要面对什么，所以选择了坚强的去面对我这一秒面对的事，不管是好是坏，我都要好好的去面对。
有时候想了想，如果和别人来比较。。自己是真的非常的幸运和幸福了，应该好好的珍惜才可以。=）

Acak..Acak..Angkukuku....=)

This is one of  the way that most of the people will use it to let the baby smile...

For me, that not only will let the baby smile but it is useful for everyone..

Sometimes, I will use this to make people smile...for sure, I will do it for myself too..( sound like weird but is true ) XD

This is such a normal word, but it can make people change their emotion although it will not be function on everyone.

I just found that sometimes there will be a very simple words but it is very meaningful for someone.

YEAH....I like it so much..=)

SIMPLE BUT FULL OF MEANINGFUL <3

Unlucky day =(

Is wondering why every time when I need someone sure there are no one there for me >.<
My life sometimes is getting worst and worst although I'm trying my best to make it simple and better  everyday.
Today I just receive a massage from someone saying that I gotta receive a "SAMAN" letter. WTF !
Is going to get trouble again now, straight get nag by my mum .
The mood is getting down but still get nag, this is very very unlucky day for me !
And i need someone now, why there are no one here ? Again ! just ask myself again, is this call life ? or doomed ?
Just hoping that everything will be fine soon , BELIEVE tomorrow will be a better day =) will smile to face it now because this is the fact that will never change .

Love The Way You Lie / Not Afraid Mashup - Jason Chen

一天又一天，就这样过去了......

From the day we had been together until today.. 

there are nothing difference between us..

we are still we....

to those who is my friends....you all still will be my friends...

to those who is my best friends..you all still will be my best friends...

to those who is my brothers...you all still will be my brothers...

to those who is my bla bla bla...you will still be my bla bla bla....

is true that sometimes I will dissapointed you ....

is true that sometimes I will let you cry ....

is true that sometimes I will make you sad....

is true that sometimes I will let you jealous....

One day go...Another day will come...

and I always believe that the day that coming will always be the better day... 

 I just wanna to say ....appreciate every second we had now.

不开心的时光

当我不开心时。。。


我会很想很想


让别人开心。。。
一个人静一静。。。
去看天上的星星。。。
到海边去吹吹风。。。
吃好多好多好多的东西。。。
去k - 歌，大大声的唱出来。。。
一个人偷偷的的躲在一旁掉眼泪。。。
看到我身边的每一人都是开开心心的。。。
听歌。。尤其是对我非常非常有意识的歌。。
找我一般好好的朋友，去做一些丢脸的事情。。
一直 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈的大笑。。。

其实......在我最不开心的时候，最希望的就是你能让我开心 : )

Is time to change myself.

From the begin of this semester 2, I was change into a lazy fellow. Totally didn't have that study mood to study. Every day only know to think of make fun and think of something stupid things. This is not the correct way for me. I must change it. Is time to get my study mood back and trying my best not to think a lot. I still remember one of my friend has told me before that if we keep think without take any action, it will just like a dream. A dream that we only can see it but we can't touch it or feel it.

I'm trying to be who I am now. What I need to do now is TRUST, because only TRUST can let my stupid thinking hang up with a word " STOP " I want to stop thinking so much and return to my responsibility in study. There are still a very long journey for me to go. If I can do it...NO!.. is I must can do it...I must let myself be more mature in everything. This is the only way that I can success in my life. 

你们都是我唯一用钱买不到的东西~

第一：

 家人，你们是我这一生永远都无法忘记的人，也是我永远都会爱着的人。不管在什么情况下，你们都会是一直在我身边支持和保护我的人。我要用我这一辈子去爱你们，因为你们都是我用钱买不到东西。

第二：

 嘉怡，你是我这一生永远都会爱的人，也是我永远要保护的人。在我不开心时，你都会笑笑的告诉我：“什么事？ 告诉我，我一直都在这里” 。我要用我这一辈子去爱你，因为你是我用钱买不到的东西。

第三：

 朋友，你们是我一生都无法取代的荣幸，拥有你们，我真的好开心。不管我遇到什么问题，你们都会帮我一起解决。我要用我这一辈子去爱你们，因为你们是我用钱买不到的东西。 

 

这都是我用钱买不到不过非常珍惜的东西。

只想说，我非常满足拥有这一切 ^.^

谢谢 

A part of myself

I'm a person who like to keep thinking a lot, not matter when, what or where....I will think a lot once I start to think.

Sometimes,I'll ask myself why I like to think such many, it only make me feel down and suffer.Sadly, I cant change anythings because it's already one of my bad attitude. For me," think a lot" is just like my leg, I will feel weird without my leg.Anyone understand me ? 

Not matter what, I hope it wont change anythings in my life not matter is family, friendship or love. Please be with me.

Just For you ♥

It’s undeniable that we should be together.

 It’s unbelievable, how I used to say that I’d fall never.

The basis is need to know.

 If you don’t know just how I feel.

 Then let me show you now that I’m for real.

 If all the things in time, time will reveal ..

Yeah..

One you’re like a dream come true.

Two, just wanna be with you.

Three, girl it’s plain to see. That you’re the only one for me and…

 Four, repeat steps one through three.

 Five, make you fall in love with me.

If ever I believe my work is done. Then I’ll start back at one

 It’s so incredible, the way things work themselves out.

And all emotional, once you know what it’s all about, hey….

And undesirable , for us to be apart.

I never would’ve made it very far cause you know you got the key to my heart.

Cause…One,  you’re like a dream come true.

Two, just wanna be with you.

Three, girl it’s plain to see. That you’re the only one for me and…

Four, repeat steps one through three.

Five, make you fall in love with me.

 If ever I believe my work is done.

Then I’ll start back at one.

 Say farewell to the dark of night.

I see the coming of the sun.

 I feel like a little child, whose life has just begun.

You came and breathed new life into this lonely heart of mine.

You threw out the life line.

 Just in the nick of time..

One,  you’re like a dream come true.

Two, just wanna be with you.

Three, girl it’s plain to see. That you’re the only one for me and…

 Four, repeat steps one through three.

Five, make you fall in love with me.

If ever I believe my work is done. Then I’ll start back at one….♥

My Friends

I'm thinking of my friends now....Mybe is because of today there are too many free time to go. I'm thinking some of the past moment with them.All of them are really good to me,they will show me the right way whenever I do any wrong or mistake.Hehe..for true, sometimes they will use their most power to bully me, that power call "PERLI" .hahahaha...this will make me speechless but at least I can remember them in my mind forever. Just now I was viewing all my friends profile, just realise that is really so long time I didn't take such free time to view. Everyone now have their own new friends and having a lot of new memories with their new friends. Is so good to see that.Hoping them will happy always and forever ^^          

                                   ♥My Friends.....

Can I do it ?

I recognition that I'm really not good in love. But once again I already fall in love with someone. This make my life changing again. I can't even stop myself to think of she everyday. This really make my feeling unstable. Those feeling like jealous, scared and worry is come to mind time to time. This is my most hard part that I can't control myself, is really hard for me to get out from those feeling. But, I always remind myself that I must learn to face it with simple way, never repeat those mistake that I had done before this.

                           

She told me that she was so care about what her friends will say about this. And what she need for now is time. I already promise that I will make a big try on this relationship although I'm really unconfident with it.

                            Hey, can you Be A Part of My Life ^^

Actually, I'm really worry about this >.<  I'm worry that we will not be together...I really need more confident from myself and everyone beside me.This is my 1st time take my full brave heart to face a girl I love. I need more support ^^

                                                   ♥I LOVE YOU♥

Life changing from time to time

Life will never be the same forever. Although, now I'm only passing through my life for 18 years in this world ,but what I have learn in this world are almost uncountable. From the 1st day I came to this world, I have been care of a lot of people around me. When I fall down, sure there are someone will take me up. When I cry, sure there are someone will come to me and huge me. When I can't asleep at night, sure there are someone will clap my backside to let me asleep. When I was hungry, sure there are someone will prepare full of my favourite food for me.....

Once the time passing by, I'm growing up....from baby to teenager. Every things change, When I fall down, I have to learn to stand up by myself. When I cry, there will be only pillow for me to huge, When I can't asleep at night, there are only mp3 will let me asleep and when I'm hungry, I have to learn to find myself food to eat~

This make me feel more scared but mature....I know this is a true that no one can change it.There are still very very long journey for me to go.I must learn to be more tough and brave. I believe there are still a lot of hard moment that I have to face it a long the journey that I will passing throw.What I must do now is trying to forgive the pass and keep moving forward to reach the end of my journey.

While my heart is still beating, my life will keep changing....NEVER GIVE UP EASILY IN MY LIFE ♥

不要太相信一个人的笑容

总有一些人，他们看上去整天都很开心，嘻嘻哈哈的，没有烦恼，像个小孩，他们会说玩是我最大的乐趣，我很喜欢玩，我什么都会玩人多的时候他们脸上总挂着笑容，好多人都会羡慕他们，然而这其实是他们最悲哀的地方，他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面，更没有能力一个人独处，因为当夜深人静的时候，他不知道一个人会发生什么事，坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴，没有人读的懂他们，想着想着貌似快乐的他们就会黯然流下一脸的悲伤，然后自己对自己说：其实也没什么，命运吧！所以他们就整天逼自己笑，以此来逃避那些常人所不能不承受的痛苦！
他们貌似很坚强，因为在别人看来，他们什么事都能微笑着去面对，但事实上他们长着世界上最脆弱的心灵，只是长期的伪装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤。 他们其实非常孤独，虽然看到他们时都是在跟一群人谈天说地，那是因为他们实在不能承受一个人时的折磨！
他们只想简简单单、快快乐乐的活着，期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的，希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。即使别人小小的意见，也会另他们难过好久，他们真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜欢。因为，他们总是为别人想的很多，对别人总是比对自己好；把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福，喜欢别人比喜欢自己多。
他们总是那样，前一秒还伤心的流着泪，后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候，已经满脸溢着灿烂的笑容。有人说他们是向日葵，是的，他们在意的人就像是太阳，在面对太阳的时候永远是明艳的花瓣，而太阳照不到的背面，那悲伤藏得那么好，不愿被看见。
他们向往放纵自由的生活，却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活着，很累很累，却仍是心甘情愿。离自己的梦境越来越来远，不得不面对从未想过的争夺和复杂，恐慌、不知所措。只有面对最信赖的人时，才会卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼泪。因为在他们心里，笑就是开心，哭就是难过，接近就是喜欢，远离就是讨厌。但其实不是，他们明白了，心好伤，眼泪就没忍住。哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做的很好的。
他们好像无所不能，好像总是不会有烦恼，好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决，总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗着笑。而面对自己的问题，他们却茫然无措，面对自己的悲伤，他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大。
他们的想法非常简单，说出来的就是心里所想的，肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯，无心的话可能会引起别人的误解。所以，请别记恨他们，他们从不愿伤害谁，小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久。
他们其实非常单纯，甚至你曾经给了他一个微笑他也会一辈子记得你的好，因此他们的世界观其实也很简单，他们很容易受蛊惑 ，请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情，因为一旦伤害了，那就将永远弥补不回来。。。

勇气和信心

我相信世界上的每一个人都拥有属于自己不能说的秘密，我也不列外。我也拥有一些不能说的秘密。对我来说，能把一件事情当做了秘密，那一定会是一件非常重要的事 ^^

都说了是秘密，当然不可以说出来的啊。。所以我并不是要把把自己的秘密统统都写在这里啦。哈哈哈 （无聊）

其实，我承认在我中四时交过一次正正的恋爱。。最终，还是我开口说要分手了。幸好一切都还来得及，我还是成功把一切都解决了。只是有一样我不确定的是她的‘心’完全都好了吗？我会这么说是因为她还是我的朋友，还是会在朋友的立场上想知道。^^ 说真的，那时有好多人都告诉我。我这么做并不是完全我的错，不过我还是告诉我自己，这可是我的事，我就 应该把一切都解决才可以。 啊哟。。。不管什么都好，一切都是过去了。以前，我并没有勇气没把这些说出来。。现在只是想把一切都写出来，把过去统统都写在这里。不要在收在脑里。哈哈哈哈哈。

现在啊，我都18岁了。我朋友会问我，18岁了，为什么不找一个女友来交往。不过，我每次都只是笑笑的说，“现在并不是可以交往的时候","我并还没有本事交往” ，“没有人要我”， 或是 “ 我还 不想 ”。其实这只是个借口来让我容易下场 >.< 就老实的说，我有自己喜欢的女生。只不过还没是我的女朋友。哈哈哈，以前的我就只会偷偷的喜欢一个人，并没说出来。现在自己想了想，都18 岁了。。喜欢一个人，有什么好害羞的呢？喜欢了，就说出来啊。。都死不了的。哈哈。。就像我要和我父母说我爱你一样。。其实并不需要害羞的，因为我爱我的家人和喜欢一个女生都是个事实。永远都改变不了的事实。

我现在喜欢的一个女生，不过我并不是完全了解她但至少我知道她的名 哈哈哈哈。。虽然我家人没有亲口跟我说现在不是时候交往不过我知道他们是一定不会完全支持我的。不过我还是要试一试，因为我不想后悔。我会一直告诉我自己，不可以让我家人失望，更不可以让自己失去自己的信心。我答应我自己，就算我现在真的交往了，我还是一定要能做出最棒的，不要再犯下以前的错。家人和情人是我最没有信心的部分，不过我现在想挑战我自己去找回这个信心 ^^

Love Story

“老公啊，我们什么时候能结婚啊？”女人一脸好奇的问，从声音分辨，她是很轻快的询问！他们在一起时间不久，两年而已，相处两年的情侣到处都是，随便就能抓出一大把，而现在的人，能有几个在交往的时候考虑结婚的？




“现在工作上也没什么突破，过两年吧！”男人轻轻柔柔道！




“哦！”没有失落亦没有兴奋，似乎预料中！


“老公啊，那假如有孩子了怎么办？”


“你有了？”男人严肃的握住女人的手，眼神犀利的盯住她！

“你抓痛我了啦！”女人喊了出来，“我是问问而已，有了我会告诉你的！”


“老婆，你记得，以我们现在并不适合要孩子，经济上也许可以不用顾忌但是心理上还无法接受，养育一个孩子不是养育一只小宠物那么简单；如果有了要告诉我，我会陪你去医院的，明白吗？”听了女人的话，男人放下心来，也柔下声音来对女人说着自己的观点！


“ 你放心好了啦，我不会那么不注意的，即便是有了也不会瞒你的，嘿嘿！”女人清爽的声音再度响起！但在心底，女人不知道是否该赞同男人的话，彼此工作其实都不错也算稳定；已经多次思考过，男人只是交往初期提到过结婚，而当彼此交往变得稳定后就没有涉及过婚姻；女人虽然大大咧咧但不是真的傻！其实真不知道他们之间的问题到底出在哪？是不爱吗？虽然感觉不到爱却也没感觉到哪不爱，也许是时间让彼此都沉静了！现在他们住的房子，一半是女人出钱按揭的；她习惯平衡！平日逛街，他也从来没有陪过她，她从来不觉得有什么不舒服，毕竟习惯自娱是最容易快乐的方式，这时候却想到这个动作是否也能衡量他的感情。


“老公啊，今天你陪我逛街好不好？你还从来没陪我上过街呢！”女人撒娇的说。


“忙呢！乖，怎么今天想到要我陪了？”男人漫不经心的问！


“那你要不要嘛？”


“自己去吧，要买什么自己去提款就是！”男人的眼光始终专注在文件上！


“老公，我突然想嫁给你了，怎么办？”清纯美丽的小脸上闪亮的大眼无辜的望着男人；这句话把男人的注意力拉回到她身上。男人望着眼前这个没被现实的残忍划下太多痕迹的女子，隐隐的不耐与无力！


“那张纸对你来说是什么意义？”男人放下手上的工作打算和女人好好的谈一次！


“不知道！想和你结婚跟那张纸有牵连吗？”


“你想结婚不就是想要那张纸吗？”男人牵动了下眉。


“如果你那样想也可以啦，你有没有想过和我结婚？其实也是在问你的未来有没有把我算在内！”依然是轻快的声音。


“从一开始我就是打算和你一直走下去的，你不会不明白。”男人间接的回答。


“你从来没有直接的回答过我的问题耶，不管是怎样的问题都好！”女人把声音放到很嗲；“好了啦，不跟你讨论了，免得气死我自己！嘻嘻，那我自己去逛街啦，不要你陪，哼！”话音一落，她拿起包以轻快的姿态走出房间！


身后的门一关上，原本笑意盈盈的脸瞬间沉下来，换上一脸苍白与哀愁，眸底有着让人捕捉不住的幽晦迷离！迈出脚步，缓缓的走在人潮拥挤的路上，脑子里一片空白却也塞满了思绪，一直都以为自己是很快就能过渡伤害放大欢乐的开心着，这次用尽了力气，却做不到；泪水直流！有的时候不甘愿输给命运却不得不屈服于宿命！快乐的妖精这会，不快乐！哭够了，收起眼泪扬起笑脸，冲到步行街给心爱的他选了十套西服十件衬衣十条领带十个胸针十双袜子十双鞋子，信用卡几乎被刷暴，但是她笑得看不到眼！这时候的她，又是一个精灵，能感染人的精灵！


东西太多扛不了，只好打车回去！得意洋洋的向他炫耀自己的战绩，他看到那么多的衣服，嘴角边隐隐的抽搐，看着身旁这个做事向来一鸣惊人的她不知做何反应！


“老公啊，这些都我挑的，不错吧？”看着自己挑的西服她自我陶醉，对自己的眼光她向来自信！


“老公啊，这些衣服记得已经慢慢穿哦，今天看到好看的心血来潮就帮你买了！哼，你要敢说一个不喜欢的字眼，我就让你吃不了兜着走，听到没？”插着腰威胁，故意板起那张娇滴滴的脸！


“好！我不说不喜欢，但是你买这么干什么？你怎么总是那么浪费！”男人语带指责。


“哎呀啦，老公，反正都已经买了你骂我也没用啊！你就多疼我一点也喜欢上这些衣服吧，好不好嘛？”撒娇的摇着他的手，一脸的委屈状！他回她一个无奈的眼神，揉揉她的头发；


“好好好！你呀，以后记得别这样了听到没？否则就算你撒娇我一样不饶哦！”


“恩恩恩恩！”拼命的摇晃着脑袋！


“ 嘿嘿．．．嬉嬉．．．”女人一直在咧着嘴傻笑个不停，男人见状亦拉开嘴笑了出来，他的女人太可爱了，和个孩子一样无忧，也有成熟女人的知性；有“妻”如她，还有什么不满足？他在心里也在琢磨着见家长的事，一直都不再提起结婚的事只是想给她一个惊喜，当初在一起的时候，他就下定决心娶她！


“老公啊，我这个月回家去陪我妈妈好不好？毕业到现在我都没有在家好好呆过呢，妈妈好想我了，我怕弟弟娶到的老婆欺负我妈，我要回去好好‘教育’弟弟去！”晚上的时候她楼着他，手在他身上挠着痒痒，他边逃开他的魔爪，边取笑：“你终于有良心记起妈妈啦？”


“嬉嬉，人家我可是乖乖女咧！老公，我买了明天中午的机票，这段时间你可要好好照顾自己哦！”


“原来你是有计谋的啊，我说你怎么忽然对我那么好！”男人假装凶神恶煞！


“哈哈，你装的都不像了啦！讨厌～。。。”


笑声溢满整个世界！


半个月过去，男人耐不住没有女人在身边的空寂，思念她的调皮，想念她的体温；拨通她电话，男人细声细语的磨女人赶快买票回来！电话里她清爽如银铃般的笑声回荡在整个脑海里令他眼圈犯红！


“老婆，你回来好不好？我们结婚吧！”


电话另一头刹那静如死寂！“你，不是不想娶我的吗？”沉默过后，女人轻轻的问！

“我不是不想，我是想在适当的时候给你一个惊喜，只是还是熬不过思念先说了！”男人解释着！


“嬉嬉，好啊，你等我回去好不好？”女人恢复精灵样！似乎得到了全世界一样！


继续半个月过去了，男人见女人迟迟不归，再次拨通电话；这回电话响了好久才被接起，却是女人的弟弟接的，男人询问他女人怎么还没回来，弟弟说她那里还需要处理点事，还没那么快能走开，告知很快就回，请他别挂心！


再半个月后，男人接到来自女人弟弟的电话，电话里，弟弟让他马上过他们家去，说女人有事！男人吓到了，定好机票如箭般飞奔机场！


到了x市，女人的弟弟接机，弟弟一眼就认出男人，一路沉默的把男人领到医院；不祥的预感笼罩着男人，病房门开，女人瘦弱苍白的脸震撼住男人，心猛的被狠狠的揪了一把，绞痛难耐！拖着软无力的腿，迈到紧闭双眼的女人身边，用手，轻轻的抚着那熟悉的脸颊，一下一下的抚摸着！


“姐姐胃癌晚期，拖了两个月了！”弟弟在一旁轻轻说着，女人的父母眼圈瞬间又泛红！


这个意外，真的太意外了，意外到连怎么回事都弄不清楚，意外到他感觉自己是在云端！胃癌，原来女人总是说没胃口总是不吃东西，说减肥是女人的终身事业，这一切都是借口，他责怪自己怎么就没用心去观察过；怪自己那么大意让女人独自撑着这最难熬的日子！


女人去天堂后的半个月！从女人住的那个城市寄来一封信，男人看着熟悉的字体，浑身颤抖：




亲爱的老公：



一定在想我了，是吗？一定是的，我在天堂都感觉到了呢！


老公啊，你说想和我结婚，真的好感动哦！原本以为你只是想和我在一起并


没有和我共度一生的想法！老公，谢谢你的爱！


和你在一起啊，真的是世上最幸福的事呢！每天早上醒来你都会喊手麻


，嬉嬉，知道吗？老公，这是最最感动最最记忆犹新的片刻，在家的这些日


子我都睡不着，没有你的手臂当枕头没有你的怀抱当港湾；但是我不后悔，


我不愿意你看到我被病魔折磨的不成人形的样子，我相信换你你也不会让我


看到自己痛苦的一面！老公，原谅我，以后只能在天上笑给你听了！老公啊，


一年前，我是多么希望时间能够定格，多么想永远永远都把你铭记于心底，


但是发现怎么看你都看不够，我不知道要怎么做才能让心里舒服点，我知道


你爱听我笑的声音，其实我自己也好喜欢自己的笑呢，所以就天天笑，让你


永远都记得我，是不是好自私？我怕我走了之后你把我的一切都尘封进一个


连碰都不会去触碰的角落里，我好怕，怕在那里我会冷，所以就用爱让你对


我刻骨铭心！我把每天当成最后一天来过，所以，够了，今生有你，够了！


上次帮你买的衣服袜子鞋子，你每年在我离开的那天穿上一套去看我好


不好？十套，那就是十年，十年里，你只能用十天的时间想我，在特定的那


天里，你才可以想起我也不准不想我，你知道我喜欢紫色玫瑰花，记得去找


到哦，我对我老公可是很有信心的呢！记得，一年就是那一天能穿，别的时


候不要去碰那些服装，如果你忘记了，那么在你老之后看到那些衣服，也许


能想起我的这个要求呢！嬉嬉，以后你娶老婆了，记得在那天的时候带来给


我看，但是不要告诉她我是谁，是女人都会介意的，就说．．．呃．．．就


说我是你的青梅竹马好不好？我好羡慕那些青梅竹马长大的人哦！以后你娶


老婆了，那她就是“咱老婆”，你要对咱老婆好哦，就像对我这样，因为我


在天上看着呢；虽然我会哭会吃醋，但是我更不舍得女孩子伤心；你下辈子


欠我一生，好不好？下辈子我会是一个好健康好健康的宝宝呢，到时候我会


用力用力的缠你一辈子，直到老去！

老公，我不想告诉你我爱你这个事实了，怕你哭！我只看过你哭一次，


那次我任性和你提分手；但是现在的你一定也是在哭，对吗？不只是眼睛哭，


心也在流着泪！老公啊，不要让心停格在那凄楚哀怆的瞬间，笑着面对人生，帮我笑完今生，好吗？


从现在开始，不要悲哀不要消沉；想我只要用十年里的十天；十年后把


我从生命里彻底清除，我自私，但是我怕我的自私让你恨我；所以我就赖你


十年，就十年好不好？十年，我们就真的忘记彼此，期待来生！


已经在履行约定的傻孩子




泪滴湿了信纸，男人痛哭失声！天渐渐的暗了，黑了，窗外灯光斜射了进来，男人整理好情绪；“老婆，我记得你十年，想你用十天，来生还你一辈子！”轻轻的，对着天际呢喃

My memory in secondary school~

. Once we are friend, our friendship will be never end....friendship forever. 
Mybe this sound like very geli for some of them but this is my real word from my mouth. Time pass so fast,now, everyone already study in collage lo....most of us already very very less will meet , even contact...Miss it so much...I LOVE MY FRIENDS ^^


All my secondary friends/....

Friendship Forever ^^

I Like this picture very much....such a nice picture

Finally......I create a blog spot ^^

Erm.....19th of August, my 1st day of opening this blog.1stly, I'm not really that good in writting blog. =.=
I create this is because I would like to shared something of my life with my friend ^^
I would like to thanks Theresa Tan to teach me how to create it,this sound like I'm so stupid but I dont think so, because everyone also know everything from the beginning....everyone also need time to learn it, think it b4 u get it. this is my 1st post, I have no idea to shared anything ....give me some time,I would like to shared more about me at here....Lastly, I'm not sure whether have anybody will  come and view my blog, but if yes, thanks very very much lo ^^